Why are people talking to me???? I mean honestly ! Im am positive I don't look a BIT interested in what they are telling me, and yet....blah blah blah....like a woodpecker knocking on my skull.....I should probably look into it....this HAS to be against some law!
Its kinda funny at first...seeing how people completely ignore the signs of disgust, hatred, and pure boredom on your face just to be able to BLAB their guts out and vomit their messed up lives on you...they know you hate em! i mean how can they not see my face??? But they are so messed up and lonely that they dont care...they sell their pride, self respect and integrity to just FUCKING TALKKKKKKKK...... and yet, "I" end up being called the sick psychopath...
Yeah im " Dark"! so fucking what??? call me dark, call me negative, call me sick, but don't you dare try to pretend you are more honest to yourself and others than I am!!!!!!!!!!! You people are good at masking everything...im not...i say it flat out... as depressing as it really is ...
The difference between me (the caffeine and nicotine addict - sun hating -bitchy - cranky - me) and the bubbly, morning person, who is socializing, talking and smiling all the freaking time... is that I dont play " the Game".
To top it alllll offf.....he he... check this out.... at the same time that you are wishing for God to take them right there and then just so that you wouldn't have to hear them blab anymore.... some of them come out and say: " you know what? you are such a good listener...i feel so safe and comfortable talking to you...thanks !!! "
FUCK