i will break my protective shell . . . for once, i won't listen to the logic of the Godless, Heartless, voice in my head . . . I will allow the passionate voice of my heart to  speak for a change . . . not because i want to prove my logic wrong . . . not because i want to beat the odds and live my dream . . . not even to prove i am capable of  "---" . . . just because i want to BREAK FREEE . . . free of calculations, free of worries, free of the power of physical mind, and  free of worldly chains . . . my mind is the king of all illusionists . . . but " i " want to break free from the cycle of life . . .